A GIRL WHO NEVER STOPS SMILING
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| February 14, 2018. Cornerstone University. Julia Ghosh enjoys the nice weather. |
You may look at her and think, “Wow, she looks so happy!” but there are so much pain behind that fake smile where she tries to hide her sorrows and cover her sadness.
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| March 28, 2018. Julia Ghosh has a Bangladesh flag in her bedroom. |
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| March 28, 2018. There are picture of Julia's parents, Bible, and candle on the night table. |
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| March 28, 2018. Julia Ghosh tries to find her medicine. |
Her name is Julia Oishi Ghosh and she is twenty three years old. Julia came from Bangladesh, a country in South Asia where shares borders with Burma and India. She studies international business at Cornerstone University. Personally, she is very talkative and caring. Whenever you see her, you can always see the smile on her face but there is so much suffering behind the smile.
People always say that love hurts sometimes so does Julia. She gets hurt from the person she loves the most. In 2014, she met and fell in love with a guy in Bangladesh. Then, she had to move to U.S. for her study but they still kept in touch. It is hard for them to maintain the long distance relationship but she tried her best for him. After studying and working, she called and talked to him for hours and hours. In 2015, she came back to Bangladesh to visit him for a month.
During their relationship, they had to face many obstacles from the families, people, and distance. However, they always supported and encouraged each other through tough time. They also sent letters and gifts to each other. Especially, Julia sacrificed so much for her partner and he meant everything in her life. At that time, everything seemed great and she was happy but one day, he called her and said that he did not want her in his life anymore. Julia was shocked and she could not believe of what she just heard.
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| April 1, 2018. Julia puts her boyfriend's pictures on a box under her bed. |
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| April 1, 2018. Julia also puts the drawing of her boyfriend and their pictures in the box. |
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| April 1, 2018. Julia Ghosh opens the gift from her boyfriend. |
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| April 1, 2018. Julia reread all the love letters from her boyfriend. |
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| April 1, 2018. Julia shows the picture when she and her boyfriend is still in love. |
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| April 1, 2018. Julia dropped and broke her phone after her boyfriend scolded her. |
She did everything to get him back to her life but nothing worked out. She cried and cried everyday until her eyes got hurt. After so many missed phone calls, he finally picked up but then he started to curse her and blame everything on her. He said that she was the biggest mistake of his life. At this point, Julia was so depressed that she tried to end her life to stop the pain in her heart. She looked at all the gifts he sent, all the love letters he wrote, and their pictures when they were still in love. She still could not understand the reason why his heart changed suddenly.
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| April 19, 2018. Starbucks Café. Julia writes a love letter to herself. |
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| April 19, 2018. Starbucks Café. Julia starts to write journal to organize her thought and clear her mind. |
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| April 27, 2018. Julia gets ready for her photoshoot. |
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| April 27, 2018. Pickerel Lake Park. Julia tried to pose for her photoshoot. |
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| April 27, 2018. Pickerel Lake Park. Julia and the photographer check and look at her pictures. |
Even though she hurts so much, she still smiles and be happy in front of everyone. She realizes that she cannot avoid the sorrows and she cannot change someone’s heart. At least, she changes herself to be better and stay gorgeous. Her painful love makes her become more mature and be able to find peace in her heart and her mind.
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